Pressure... again..

Why?
They want to put my in such pressure...
They make me cry and stuffs.
In the end.
They make everyone console me.

Why?
A simple trip.
They don't let me go.

Why?
Am i getting myself in so much trouble?
Am i annoying somebody?

WHY?
AM I SHOUTING!

Awkward.

She's is not mine anymore.
Feeling..
somethings wrong.

Having a blackout.
IN MY LIFE.

I don't wish more..
Just here..
I need her to help me..
Somehow..
she's my guidance to everything...

MOO MOO. I'M SORRY

Sorry arrrr.. sorry sorry sorryy..
Dun angry dun angry.
vry vry vry vry vry sorry...





I'M HAVING A LOST CONTROL OF MY OWN EMOTION.!

为了你。。

为了你。。
曾经。。
泪。。
不听话的。。
不听得流出来。。

为了你。。
曾经。。
让我。。
不顾一切。。
得去看你。

为了你。。
曾经。。
情绪。。
渺茫中。。
不停地有变化。。

不明白。。
累了。。
痛了。。
伤了。。
我就是不肯。。
放弃。。
放手。。
忘记。。
也许。。
是因为。。
我做不到。。

我不想。。
与你。。
断绝了。。
我们友好的关系。。

因为你。。
从此相信。。
哭并不能解决任何事情。。

因为你。。
让我。。
相信。。
我有你。。
我不是一个人。。。

因为。。
我总有你的陪伴。。

你愿意。。
因为我对黑暗的恐惧。。
每晚都陪我。。
你愿意。。
在我最困苦的时候。。
帮我逃出来。。

你告诉我吧？
为何。。
我就是对你动不了情。。？

They are completely mine..

Getting pass thru..

Getting pass thru off my emotional week.
I hope i won't be so moody ever since yesterday you talked to me.

拥有。。自由。。天空。。

你又想过。。
为什么。。
天空。。。如此的自由？

天空。。
为何如此的蓝？
大海为何又如此的蓝？
想必是有个故事吧？

拥有后想自由。。
自由后却想拥有？
是她说的。。
也许是吧。。
我不明白。。

哭了。。
痛了。。
未必。。放得下。。
忘不了。。
不想做。。
也一样。。

为何。。要让自己。。那么痛苦呢？
爱情。。
并不是这个意义而在这世界存在。。
怨恨。。
这个理由。。
怨恨。。
永久的距离。
就是爱的意义吗？

单纯的思想。。
曾把许多人。。
蒙在鼓里。。

跟不上。。
他的脚步。。
也抓不到。。
天使的翅膀。。

天使的羽毛。。
轻盈地动到了水。。
发现都的事。。
我知道。。
我的愿望实现了。。

愿：
她的心里。。有个我。。
我的心里想保护的她。。

Wow.

Today. I seriously dunno how i wanna start everything...

I never knew 1 domo can possibly make you so happy.
I was happy enough to see you keep playing it.. :D
I hope you don't throw it.
It's was my last hope to you.

Sometimes.
I want to let you know that i cared so much bout you
But i don't have feelings for you.
I dunno why..
They keep telling me..
Ohhh.. you like her more than her liao larr..
but i dun think that's things should go..

曾经。。
如此的想要保护你。。
可你却永远都让我保护不到。。

你。。
宁愿
伪装着你那坚强的模样。。
也不肯让我知道你的懦弱。。
其实。。
你一点都不懦弱。。
你在我心中。。
永远都是那么的坚强。
那么的可爱。。天真。。无邪。。

如果。。
你肯让我这机会。。
我愿意
再保护你。。
好好让你知道。。
我疼你。。

Prefer to say now more than later.
It's the last console i can give it to Byl.
Not sure if you mind.
But... maybe this will help you to crawl over this.

It's water that brought you down.
I told you this today..
I hope you get it..
If you don't.. well.. here's the explanation.
It means..
It's your tears which is wat that brings you down.

我告诉你吧。。。
让你不敢面对他的。
并不是你自己的心扉。。
而是你自己。
你想想吧。。

想必。。
你也想保护她吧？
只是。。
不知不觉中。。
不小心伤害了她。。
其实。。她也不在意吧？

她。。
也只希望得到你的原谅。。
告诉她吧。。
你想念她。。

It's world that i'm talking here.
I don't get it.
Why life's so complicated.
I don't wanna console ppl.
And so i cried.
I'm helpless..
I getting moody and moody everyday.
Finding everything that is funny.. i don't laugh anymore...

Inspiration.. A lot. Preparation. Not much.

These few days keep writing long long stuffs to ahhbyl...
Dunno why.. suddenly become so emo.
sometimes write till wanna cry.
sometimes write till i laugh.
I wanna be a photographer..
i think that's the best way to release my inspiration.
but mom says: The DSLR is so expensive.. and the lens.. whose gonna buy for you?
MY GOD. they are killing me.

2 months to go before exam.
I wanna prepare so badly..
But i can't control myself away from the computer....
How?
I want go up classes...
Don't want go down liao..
My results are giving me guilty.
D:

Tired.

Yea.. I'm tired of the days of trying to get myself away from you.
I'm tired of the days that teacehrs are giving results.
I'm tired of the days when people shoots you.
I'm fed-up with it.

Get off.
I don't need you to control me.
I don't need to tell you every single thing i do.
Pls.
You are making me so annoying.
I dont want you to see...
Not got anything bout you. Is just... I'm .. tired of trying to get rid of you.

真的累了。。
不明白。。
也不知道。。
再如何的摆脱你。。
只会是个罪过。。
并没有带来给我好处。。
那时。。
再多的道歉。。
也挽回不了什么。。

我不想这样。。
你给我的负担。。
很大。。
过不久。。
我也许。。会因为你。。
而死亡。。
我不想死。。
因为。。
她答应过我。。
她会陪我玩。。
不想因为你这个奸人而死！

I think it... finally.

Well..
in all a sudden.. everything happen so suddenly..
I think it..
Finally.

I really dunno what i wanna do if i'm not in there...
Wat life i'm having is just blank..
It's like AIMLESS.

Wow.
Maybe my results really scared me.
I wanna study hard.
Kick myself back up.
Keep myself in there.

It's fun i'm talking about.
Aiks.
Save me lah wey.
It's really killing me.
Wat's the difference!
I'M HAVING A BIG PROBLEM.

I'm in big TROUBLE... shit.

Ish.... give out 7 subjects liaoo..
and i get 6 fails.
Fuck.
So qi cham... dunno lahh...
want die liaooo...

Soon.. gonna up tanda liaoo....
Shit diee..
dunno want howww.
got a bit scare scare with 24 now..
D:

want cry liaoo......
Have been knowing a lot of f1's lately...
Dunno sometimes want be good to them or just be a bad person one day..
They are too good to be bullied sometimesss.
All looks my little sisters.
Hahaaa.. but all taller than me..
Sai dieee

Envy

Dunno la..
suddenly vry envy ppl...
Envy ppl's hair.
Envy why ppl got brother.. i don't have.
Envy ppl that have a sister that is F3..
and that sister will have to stop once to keep telling me bout fashions.

I'm die-ing.

I tell you... :D

I tell you ar..
Maybe you find it useless or useful lah.. :)
i still hope it helped you..

You're just fine.
Dun think too much lah..
You're not negative.
Just you dunno how to express your feeling..
That's all.
Hope that you don't pretend anymore.
If you're sad..
Say it out. Don't keep it in your heart.
You might hurt yourself.

You said you wanna change.
Go do it then.
Find help with your frens.
Find help with Domo.
Alright?
Don't keep it inside you lah..
If you can't change..
Dun try it in a hard way.
You hurt yourself more.

Maybe you're not thinking too much.
Such a word constipation you are..
Talk more.
Realize that life isn't wat you think.
Then you will stop thinking.
You will stop being negative when you are pretending to be a positive.
Get Help.

:D.
Take such good care of yourself.
Live with passion.
Love deeply.
Laugh out loud.

Domo Domo.

Domo. ♥
Domo Domo.
It's so cute! omg.. cutest monster in the world..
Check out www.domomode.com..
Hahaa... ; )
Love it.........

Proudly presented by : Domo

Nobody cares ...

Stomach pain for so long liao..
Tell me mom.. she tak mau chap saya....
so.... dun care lahh.. let my stomach pain pain pain
The problem is not that i dun talk.
I just dunno wat to talk.
and i dunno how.

Next. Exams.
I failed 3.. in just two days.
Gosh.
How can i survive more?
I everyday also think.. how to tell my mom about this.
I dun suppose i'm gonna use my phone.. my com.. my tv.... after she heard this....
D: ..
so how? I can do anything bout it?

I was furious bout today.
I was sitting on d bus.. on my own risk.
- ON MY OWN RISK -
and so wat did you tell me?
' That is my place. You go sit there lahh...'
Ish. That place write ur name mer?
Siao lang... Fuckin you.
Get on your own lines..
I dun need to tell you everything i do.
Don't step on MY LINE.

Ahh. watsoeva..
Domo Domo Domo is cute.... : )..
Happy Birthdayyyy~

Dun find fun after exam.

I dun find fun after exam.
Tell me.
I get to enjoy for a whole 5 mins!
and i know i failed my bm..

Ish!.
And it's like d kind of marks then you can argue for just 1 mark and u passed.
And the teacher just write out d fuckin formula...
Fine.
I dun care anyway.
I hate test.

For the first time.
i can't finish my maths in time.
Oh.. let me guess.. i hope i fail all...