i'm seriously in trouble.

am i in trouble? yes i am.

But hor.. i got my cute and crazy family.
my ah choo.. my mini. Me siao po pat. and siao po gina byl.
Me gonna hold their hands ar... tied tied.. until bleeding also nvm...
Cuz hor.. me really love them.. xD

aiyer.. i'm in big case ler... a problem that only 3 ppl will noe.. a problem that this 3 ppl is in..
we 3 ppl worry.. until how pun cannot do anything.
We are not gonna have any sounds on this.
We keep it quiet.
We just try to express ourself of papers.

Today, it's gonna be so happy...
First time see world cup... = =
Although dunno what so good to see bout ball flying here and there.. but qi kek sangat!

Today, Uruguay and South Korea....
AhHHHHHH.... PARK JI SUNG..... @@
He so handsome... But hor.....
Korea fans.. allow me to say this..
[ Korea teams have vry steam faces ]

xD
So.... 70++ mins d..... is 1-1..
I HOPE KOREA WINS MORE! xD

认识了。。你爱的人。。
既然认识。。就无法自拔。。
也不想放弃。。

他拒绝了。。你也不放弃。。
你肯为他牺牲，他会为你吗？
爱到你，永远都会给他人为。。于你度过的时间，与其是最高兴的时候。。也是最幸福的日子。。

我并不想知道你的答案。。
因为，我知道我不是你的那个人。
我也不想，一直跟你说些那些有的没的。
只是，我真的很辛苦。。

当我看见，刚放晴的天空，染上一道美丽的彩虹。
我一直以来，都相信美丽的彩虹，都会拥有着灿烂的笑容，来迎接刚放晴的世界。

但，从今天。我再也不会有这样的想法。
因为，有彩虹的时候。。并不一定。。它会高兴。

跟我发简讯的你。。一直都向我提起你喜欢的那个女学姐。
你一旦讲起她。。你就好像很幸福。。我却很心痛。
这时，我发现。。我从来没有。。那么的爱一个人。。
爱得如此。。爱的我很想哭。。

你告诉我啊？！我该怎么办？
******。。我也做得很辛苦。。
我知道。。你都觉得。。我很有度量。。
可惜，我并没有。
那只是，我在简讯所伪装出来的。。

我问你啊？有哪个人。。能忍受自己喜欢的人在你的面前说着他自己喜欢的人的故事呢？
告诉我啊？

the game ends and start...

Master and angel d game finally ends....
My angel ar.. so less write letter for me de.... haha... so the result is...

MY ANGEL IS : CHOO WEN HUI [ my beloved pig ]
MY MASTER IS: TOH XIU LI [ our monitor ]

Just normal presents lar.. but wenhui give de. memang cute.... = ).. Thanks ahh choo if u're reading this... xD

Today is also a moody day...
We played it again........
in return.. we hope that we can get our friendships better....
well i see.. it's not a little bit of help...
it might make it worst.......

well.. this is the 3rd game i'm playin.........
it's not gonna be the last.. but.. i really hope it ended fast........
and i really hope..... that new game can dun include other people..

I did hate it ......

I hate groups...
I hate grouping too...

From that day when everything started....
When i was left alone without a group.. and came up crying on my own.
I hate grouping.
We don't co-operate.
We were force to go with a group with people we don't like.
We always trying to find a reason to kick people out of d group.
We always thinking how to make everyone comfortable.
Why so hard when you can choose not to go with a group?

I don't even know why we wanna have groups.
Is groups good?
We just had more and more quarrel.
Our class are gonna break some day....
Maybe it will break in groups... maybe it will break until left a ppl...........
That time.. our class will get the best discipline..

Kanashit de...

Today ar... walau... at Bengkel C that time......
Want lye down on the table that time..
accidentally knock on the metal thing eh corner..
KANASAI.. that thing is METAL and it's SHARP~
T.T

Today went hospital go see my sister lor....
Lol.. i suddenly felt that d hospital eh bed is nicer than my bed... OMG. i must be crazy...... well nothing to say d.. upload tmr d~

suppp?

we can make words can we?

so. save an egg and crack a smile!~

You know that i love you.. right?

Then i will chase you down.. can i?

or it is a big mistake.

I finally cut my hair.. from d triangles to d coconut.. and back to d triangles. So damn shit... so ugly... my fringe like can poke ppl till die ki..

To me now...
I like d triangles before..... my fringe now give me a very good sense on me last time d coconut is much MUCH MUCH! nicer than now. = =... SHIT damn d barber...
i miss d hair...

Tell me.
You once left me a heart that's wondering all the weird questions.
You once left me a topic to talked by my friends which I found it so embarrassing.

Now.
I try to confess to you.
And you told me something.
That make my heart break into million pieces.. I don't even dare to try stickin' it back. cause i know it's an impossible job.

You know i'm talkin bout you if u're readin this....
I don't know wat should i talked to you.
For a whole bloody two weeks.
You are like a river flows into my mind.....
You're such a stranger to me..
But.. i found it very happy talking to you.

so tell me.
You dun wanna be friends with me

WAKAKAKA.. today gurney si pek si pek many ppl... we all pun siao de..
d gang is : me,minni,pat,vv,sibyl,wh and yidai.

Early morning i tiok wake up.... i cannot sleep lah.... keep wake up.. kang kor dieeee.
then.. wake up liao ler.. tiok sms wenhui and minni.. tak ada orang reply..
then pergi bath. makan....... until 10.30++ wenhui and minni only reply.. semua cakap just wake up.... walau ehhh..... jealous their sleeping time nia...xDD

then go gurney liao lor... i fetch yidai go... me and her....first to reachh... sangat punctual pun de.... then is minni.. she also vry punctual pun d... second... then need to wait d late late mia ppl which is wenhui,pat and byl...........
wait till 5-10 mins like that... wenhui only come.... omg..... then still need wait pat...wahhh.. dia.. kami memang wait till long de. then minni only say want go buy tickets.. so we go buy lor...

so ler.... we slow slow go up to cinema.... haha.... i tell u hor.. we go up equals no go up nia.. we say want buy tickets... then they dunno want see toy story or wat... then... we say.. aiyaaa.. wait pat come only see... wakakakka... sama mia story.. xD. Then we buy happy go lucky mia tickets.. cinema si pek d empty lor... xDD
me and byl buy children ticket.. cuz ler... we no bring student card. = ).

buy liao tickets..go bead'z zone buy d necklace liao. we dunno apa crazy thinkin.. wa lang go to Toys'R'us. nothing to play there.. so we all just walk lai walk ki.. then dunno why.. we all walk ki barbie doll there...xD we all go see see see.. then see tiok a cupboard full of plushies... walau ehh.. we go hug hug hug..... hug finish liao.. then move ki d baby play eh dolls there... we see tiok 1 doll call ' Baby Alive ' .. that pat ar.. keep say walau ehh.. now eh dolls and baby.. bahagia sangat.. d stupid doll still can wee-wee, drink milk, and eat d magic food ahh.. dunno wat lah.. still need lampin.. OMG.Then some of d babies can press d.. we go press.. then d leg moves.. we all shock tiok..shout ka.. whole shop also our sound.. then we keep see see see d dolls.. then ar.. that pat [ again ] see tiok 1 doll.. she tiok ki press.. then d hand move.. touch tiok her hand. she scared tiok.. shout till the sales girl stand there keep see-ing us... WAKKAKAKAAKAKAKAKAKAK! XDDDDDDD

then tiok go to SnJ. we go there buy d master and angels eh presents.lol.. they didn't buy anything.. just go play their stuffs.. then hor.. i smell tiok Kim Gary eh smell. walau.. me hungry ki.... so we go find eat de.... i go buy waffle.... then we just move on to memory lane...... i dunno wat everyone's doin.. cuz i just stay on looking at my waffle...... cuz i dunno can bring in eh bo... then sibyl lerhh.. come d!xD

after she come.. we go A&W find vivien. then we tiok go up to cinema d... hah.. movie vry funny lah.. but vry cold... dunno why.. i'm wearing long sleeves pun si cold kah siang ka sai aneh.. = = .. but everyone's cold. xD. after we get out of d cinema... we just go another gift shop.. buy the present for d game.. then buy till half... yidai call me must go back le..... so just went back lah... xD

Vry happy yea today...... just a bit shocked and happy when i saw u!xD

Walau de.. Shiok dieeeee.. =D
Today go walk the whole queens with Tyng.
First we go secret recipe.. we both sot d.... we go there makan lunch.
Then we want go watch movie...
No movie watch.. = = They want kill me..

So we walk walk walk again..
Tyng say want buy the bear for phone. so we go 3 gift shops go find.. haha.. really find tiok.. we at there long pun de....
then we go buy my things.. buy present for me , wenhui and me master... = =. So happy deeee..

WAKAKAKAKAKA! Thursday still got once... walau.. i sure happy die d.

今天，我很莫名的看了你的部落格。
突然，我觉得我很想哭。。
我。看着自己爱的人，失去了自己的幸福。

看着你的部落格，我很莫名的想。
我以前，为了你想和你讲话。
不顾妈妈如何的骂我，打我。
我都要和你传简讯。
可是，过后呢。。你没有跟我说话了。
自然的，电话常常做我的发泄品。

你让我感觉到，
爱的存在。
有你在，
不管天空在怎么样的乌云密布，
都看得到太阳的阳光，暖暖的。。照射在自己的身上。

我其实，一直都不知道。一点都不了解你的事。
我并不想，让你觉得，有我在。。很困扰。
也因此，我觉得很辛苦。
我想尽办法，避开你的眼神。
避开你的爱。避开你的关心。

直到后来。
发现到，自己很喜欢听雨声。
可惜，往往都是成为我的催眠曲。
没能感受到雨要带给我的信，我都已经含着泪水睡着了。。。
告诉我吧？
我到底，对你。。还能做些什么？
突然理解到。。
我真的。。好爱好爱你。

I hope that i can stop thinkin bout you guys.
But i keep think and think and think.
I dunno wat to do.
is it my fault that i caught my class in war?
i know it's my fault that i make my friend quarrel.. is it?
who can tell me an answer to my question?

Thinkin of you guys. have really bring me out of my sleep.
i was dreamin bout you guys.!
come on.
is it so serious.?
i seriously dunno wat is the next step should i take!

in 4 days time. i know you can hate a ppl. and comforts that ppl before it's too late.
which 1 is the real you?
i would like to say sorry to you guys.
But.. i didn't do it.
Tellin you guys sorry it's like my fault already.
But if i'm not tellin u sorry.
I'm like doin something betraying my friends.

= (
there's nothing more important for me .
Friends.
Is much much more important than families.
don't you think so?
Tell me d ans.... i really need one.

Omg......
Holiday haven't even started...
Just normal weekends.
So boring d..... i want to go out.. but i dunno who to go with.
SIEN DIE AAAAAAA....

Aiks..
So many weeks didn't saw u d..
Holiday still cannot see u...
really Miss u ddd...

She wrote something.
I wasn't angry.
I was thinking.
= (
I'm moodless.. on holidays.
Yes. i don't mind.

I saw your blog.
so many make me wanna slap u eh things.
Hoiyor...
u arr...
Dunno how say u..

Hoping for peace for two weeks.

Is everything gonna be okay?
I really want peace...
I dun wanna hate you.
I dun wanna care bout you.
I dun wanna do wat you do.
I dun wanna care wat you do to her.
I dun wanna See wat you've done.

I have let down my hopes on you.
You have been making unlogical rumours.
you make me sick.

No more wars.
No more groups.
We are a team.
We believe.
We trust.
That's what make a class get it's meaning.

You happy?

COME ON!
Can you stop everything for just one minute?
You are driving me crazy..!

She's ur best friend!
HOW CAN YOU TREAT HER LIKE THAT!
SHE BECAUSE OF YOU.. CRY SO MUCH! BECAUSE OF YOU.. SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT PAIN!
WHY?!
WHY YOU KEEP ON MAKING EVERYONE CRYING.! ARE YOU HAPPY WITH IT?

Hey you. Stop sad.
Don't cry.
We can protect you de...
We do protecting shield. for you.

GET OFF ME!

No! you're in serious problem.
You keep say i hurt you wat wat.. i say i hurt ppl deep.
Yes. I admit it. but you're the one who hurt ppl.
You only know how to hurt ppl!
It's your HABIT.. or maybe that's your interest.

Get off.
i don't want you to get up on me.
As long as i didn't do you anything.
Pls.. and today..
I didn't listen wat a damn shit thing you said to me before we're on the bus..
You make me looks like i'm a thick face ppl when you're the one!

You always makes ppl mood's gone bad. gone shitting.
You make we friend's relationship gone bad.
You cracked everything good to be bad.

You said that i li-yonggg pat.. li-yong her to go ponteng.. so i will liam her.
Actually .. that's the reason you're saying me.
You don't like me goin around with Pat.
When you said that..
I'm freakin sorry to Pat.
And you MAKE PAT SAY SORRY TO ME FOR NOTHING!
CAN YOU STOP?!
I REALLY CAN'T STAND WAT YOU'RE DOING NOW!

When we stop talkin to you..
you started spreading news..
K2H wat wat wat...
Oh.. you wat lahh... you vry ko lian lahh..
SO PERASAN EH THINGS YOU ALSO CAN DO?!
Where's ur face?
You vry d super thick face you know?

I know.. everything you've gone thru.. is just like me.
But.. YOU CAN'T LET IT GO!

I have no possibilities.. that
Pat, Byl or every single ppl of them have forgiven me...
As i said i just make Pat so damn angry...
But.
Really.. you need to change...

Give me a damn good break...

Oh seriously....
= (
Whole weekk..
Just to change the assistant monitor... So many things happend...
So i was glad that Pat was the new monitor.

And... ** is still giving me the effin creeps.
I didn't do anything to her..
she keeps do the things to me.. = (
Haiz......

I made Pat mad today...
Yea.. i really really vry sorry.....
I wasn't 故意.. just vry curious.. then go touch...
SORRY.. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRYYYYY!

I hope i've gonna have a good break....
I beh dong her.. d.... SHE KILLING MY CELLS.

Wat is it that you want?

you want me how to proof you...?
Seriously....! I didn't do anything to you..
can you stop doin anything to me.?!

You making me crazy!...
Stop.
watever you're doin...
URGH.. that makes me get d headaches.... = (

Get the hell out of my world.....
URGh...
you *xxxxx* breaker....