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Anonymous DAY.

Freaakyyy.........

It's over... :(

Sorry so long didn't update blog laaa...
It's vry busy this week.

Having 24 practice for performance for 4 days.....
5 hours...
First.. we hate it.... then....
we more and more like it..
It's over....
And the practice is like sai...

Need to say sorry to everyone who teach us laa......
I really hope we can do better at the next practice... :)

假期。。该怎么办？

一直以来的假期。。
都有她的陪伴。。
如今。。
没有了。。
怎么办？
思念了。。
我却没有行动。。

怎么了我？
感觉上。。
你是为了别人而生存。。
我已不能像往常一样。。。
为了你而生存。。

我只是想让她知道。。
即使她不需要我。。
我需要她。。
然而。。。。
这种奢侈的希望。。
根本就只会落在一个充满失望的答案上。。
那。。还倒不如试着放手。。

我。。
从那天起。。
发现到。。
我已经无法再把秘密保守者。。
结果。。
后果。。依然是不堪设想。。

放得下。。
并不代表你不爱。。
你不爱。。
并不代表你放得下。。

我已经做不了决定。。
你懂为什么吗？
因为。。
我已经。。
没有借口。。
再让自己。。。敷衍.逃避你了。。
再也没有借口。。
让自己体谅别人了。。

我忍受够了。。
那种。。
被人贬低的眼神。。
我敷衍不过了。。
是轮到别人来体谅我的时候了。。

有心。。没力。。
想哭。。却没泪了。。
你教我吧。。？
我该怎么办？

HUNGRY......

WHO give me food.. walau.. hungry die...






I KNOW VRY LAME... -.-

Give all the stupid juniors that hate 24.

我。。。
真的真的非常不明白。。
你们啊。。
如此24。。
为什么还要参？

你们不觉得你们很厚脸皮么？
来24。。
就在一旁批评senior。。
这是你们该对senior所谓的‘尊敬’？

还有。。。
你们可以当鼓队是你们的家人的吗？
可以不要一直不敢不敢啦。。
你们现在很斯文么？

Pressure... again..

Why?
They want to put my in such pressure...
They make me cry and stuffs.
In the end.
They make everyone console me.

Why?
A simple trip.
They don't let me go.

Why?
Am i getting myself in so much trouble?
Am i annoying somebody?

WHY?
AM I SHOUTING!

Awkward.

She's is not mine anymore.
Feeling..
somethings wrong.

Having a blackout.
IN MY LIFE.

I don't wish more..
Just here..
I need her to help me..
Somehow..
she's my guidance to everything...

MOO MOO. I'M SORRY

Sorry arrrr.. sorry sorry sorryy..
Dun angry dun angry.
vry vry vry vry vry sorry...





I'M HAVING A LOST CONTROL OF MY OWN EMOTION.!

为了你。。

为了你。。
曾经。。
泪。。
不听话的。。
不听得流出来。。

为了你。。
曾经。。
让我。。
不顾一切。。
得去看你。

为了你。。
曾经。。
情绪。。
渺茫中。。
不停地有变化。。

不明白。。
累了。。
痛了。。
伤了。。
我就是不肯。。
放弃。。
放手。。
忘记。。
也许。。
是因为。。
我做不到。。

我不想。。
与你。。
断绝了。。
我们友好的关系。。

因为你。。
从此相信。。
哭并不能解决任何事情。。

因为你。。
让我。。
相信。。
我有你。。
我不是一个人。。。

因为。。
我总有你的陪伴。。

你愿意。。
因为我对黑暗的恐惧。。
每晚都陪我。。
你愿意。。
在我最困苦的时候。。
帮我逃出来。。

你告诉我吧？
为何。。
我就是对你动不了情。。？

They are completely mine..

Getting pass thru..

Getting pass thru off my emotional week.
I hope i won't be so moody ever since yesterday you talked to me.

拥有。。自由。。天空。。

你又想过。。
为什么。。
天空。。。如此的自由？

天空。。
为何如此的蓝？
大海为何又如此的蓝？
想必是有个故事吧？

拥有后想自由。。
自由后却想拥有？
是她说的。。
也许是吧。。
我不明白。。

哭了。。
痛了。。
未必。。放得下。。
忘不了。。
不想做。。
也一样。。

为何。。要让自己。。那么痛苦呢？
爱情。。
并不是这个意义而在这世界存在。。
怨恨。。
这个理由。。
怨恨。。
永久的距离。
就是爱的意义吗？

单纯的思想。。
曾把许多人。。
蒙在鼓里。。

跟不上。。
他的脚步。。
也抓不到。。
天使的翅膀。。

天使的羽毛。。
轻盈地动到了水。。
发现都的事。。
我知道。。
我的愿望实现了。。

愿：
她的心里。。有个我。。
我的心里想保护的她。。

Wow.

Today. I seriously dunno how i wanna start everything...

I never knew 1 domo can possibly make you so happy.
I was happy enough to see you keep playing it.. :D
I hope you don't throw it.
It's was my last hope to you.

Sometimes.
I want to let you know that i cared so much bout you
But i don't have feelings for you.
I dunno why..
They keep telling me..
Ohhh.. you like her more than her liao larr..
but i dun think that's things should go..

曾经。。
如此的想要保护你。。
可你却永远都让我保护不到。。

你。。
宁愿
伪装着你那坚强的模样。。
也不肯让我知道你的懦弱。。
其实。。
你一点都不懦弱。。
你在我心中。。
永远都是那么的坚强。
那么的可爱。。天真。。无邪。。

如果。。
你肯让我这机会。。
我愿意
再保护你。。
好好让你知道。。
我疼你。。

Prefer to say now more than later.
It's the last console i can give it to Byl.
Not sure if you mind.
But... maybe this will help you to crawl over this.

It's water that brought you down.
I told you this today..
I hope you get it..
If you don't.. well.. here's the explanation.
It means..
It's your tears which is wat that brings you down.

我告诉你吧。。。
让你不敢面对他的。
并不是你自己的心扉。。
而是你自己。
你想想吧。。

想必。。
你也想保护她吧？
只是。。
不知不觉中。。
不小心伤害了她。。
其实。。她也不在意吧？

她。。
也只希望得到你的原谅。。
告诉她吧。。
你想念她。。

It's world that i'm talking here.
I don't get it.
Why life's so complicated.
I don't wanna console ppl.
And so i cried.
I'm helpless..
I getting moody and moody everyday.
Finding everything that is funny.. i don't laugh anymore...

Inspiration.. A lot. Preparation. Not much.

These few days keep writing long long stuffs to ahhbyl...
Dunno why.. suddenly become so emo.
sometimes write till wanna cry.
sometimes write till i laugh.
I wanna be a photographer..
i think that's the best way to release my inspiration.
but mom says: The DSLR is so expensive.. and the lens.. whose gonna buy for you?
MY GOD. they are killing me.

2 months to go before exam.
I wanna prepare so badly..
But i can't control myself away from the computer....
How?
I want go up classes...
Don't want go down liao..
My results are giving me guilty.
D:

Tired.

Yea.. I'm tired of the days of trying to get myself away from you.
I'm tired of the days that teacehrs are giving results.
I'm tired of the days when people shoots you.
I'm fed-up with it.

Get off.
I don't need you to control me.
I don't need to tell you every single thing i do.
Pls.
You are making me so annoying.
I dont want you to see...
Not got anything bout you. Is just... I'm .. tired of trying to get rid of you.

真的累了。。
不明白。。
也不知道。。
再如何的摆脱你。。
只会是个罪过。。
并没有带来给我好处。。
那时。。
再多的道歉。。
也挽回不了什么。。

我不想这样。。
你给我的负担。。
很大。。
过不久。。
我也许。。会因为你。。
而死亡。。
我不想死。。
因为。。
她答应过我。。
她会陪我玩。。
不想因为你这个奸人而死！

I think it... finally.

Well..
in all a sudden.. everything happen so suddenly..
I think it..
Finally.

I really dunno what i wanna do if i'm not in there...
Wat life i'm having is just blank..
It's like AIMLESS.

Wow.
Maybe my results really scared me.
I wanna study hard.
Kick myself back up.
Keep myself in there.

It's fun i'm talking about.
Aiks.
Save me lah wey.
It's really killing me.
Wat's the difference!
I'M HAVING A BIG PROBLEM.

I'm in big TROUBLE... shit.

Ish.... give out 7 subjects liaoo..
and i get 6 fails.
Fuck.
So qi cham... dunno lahh...
want die liaooo...

Soon.. gonna up tanda liaoo....
Shit diee..
dunno want howww.
got a bit scare scare with 24 now..
D:

want cry liaoo......
Have been knowing a lot of f1's lately...
Dunno sometimes want be good to them or just be a bad person one day..
They are too good to be bullied sometimesss.
All looks my little sisters.
Hahaaa.. but all taller than me..
Sai dieee

Envy

Dunno la..
suddenly vry envy ppl...
Envy ppl's hair.
Envy why ppl got brother.. i don't have.
Envy ppl that have a sister that is F3..
and that sister will have to stop once to keep telling me bout fashions.

I'm die-ing.

I tell you... :D

I tell you ar..
Maybe you find it useless or useful lah.. :)
i still hope it helped you..

You're just fine.
Dun think too much lah..
You're not negative.
Just you dunno how to express your feeling..
That's all.
Hope that you don't pretend anymore.
If you're sad..
Say it out. Don't keep it in your heart.
You might hurt yourself.

You said you wanna change.
Go do it then.
Find help with your frens.
Find help with Domo.
Alright?
Don't keep it inside you lah..
If you can't change..
Dun try it in a hard way.
You hurt yourself more.

Maybe you're not thinking too much.
Such a word constipation you are..
Talk more.
Realize that life isn't wat you think.
Then you will stop thinking.
You will stop being negative when you are pretending to be a positive.
Get Help.

:D.
Take such good care of yourself.
Live with passion.
Love deeply.
Laugh out loud.

Domo Domo.

Domo. ♥
Domo Domo.
It's so cute! omg.. cutest monster in the world..
Check out www.domomode.com..
Hahaa... ; )
Love it.........

Proudly presented by : Domo

Nobody cares ...

Stomach pain for so long liao..
Tell me mom.. she tak mau chap saya....
so.... dun care lahh.. let my stomach pain pain pain
The problem is not that i dun talk.
I just dunno wat to talk.
and i dunno how.

Next. Exams.
I failed 3.. in just two days.
Gosh.
How can i survive more?
I everyday also think.. how to tell my mom about this.
I dun suppose i'm gonna use my phone.. my com.. my tv.... after she heard this....
D: ..
so how? I can do anything bout it?

I was furious bout today.
I was sitting on d bus.. on my own risk.
- ON MY OWN RISK -
and so wat did you tell me?
' That is my place. You go sit there lahh...'
Ish. That place write ur name mer?
Siao lang... Fuckin you.
Get on your own lines..
I dun need to tell you everything i do.
Don't step on MY LINE.

Ahh. watsoeva..
Domo Domo Domo is cute.... : )..
Happy Birthdayyyy~

Dun find fun after exam.

I dun find fun after exam.
Tell me.
I get to enjoy for a whole 5 mins!
and i know i failed my bm..

Ish!.
And it's like d kind of marks then you can argue for just 1 mark and u passed.
And the teacher just write out d fuckin formula...
Fine.
I dun care anyway.
I hate test.

For the first time.
i can't finish my maths in time.
Oh.. let me guess.. i hope i fail all...

Exams.Punished.KGT

D: ..
Stress out.
Exams tomorrow ar.......
Need study study studyy...
sien niaa.....

My head keeps goes over d CSG punish us eh things.
Omg...
Bloody 18 pages to copy mannn!
Still only 6 pages didn't do.
Copy 18 times.. 1 page x 3 ...
Sai sai...

I finally finish my KGT.
NYAHAHAHA.
Can dun need so stress dee....
But i waste my time doin it instead of studying...
Aiks...

I hope my exam can over lah.....
Paiseh har.. mummy.
Just like Ah choo say..
No Ohm. Tak mau Study.
@@

= l

Hee. Dunno wat to write lah.
just write bout whole week la..

Next week want exam jor...
I keep study study study.. but i dunno wat to study.
And i also dunno wat i'm studying..
In conclusion,
I dun understand.

This whole week's a bit cold lah.
I keep saying sorry to ppl.
But i'm scare of sorry.
And it makes you always scold me...

Yesterday narrr.... keep laughing with minni.
LoL.
The LKH.
HAHA.. we got her grammar mistake .
:)

Very less see tiok you nor her.
Maybe is because change class deeeee.
Aiks.
Miss everyone a lot now.
Miss my old class.
ish.

Dunno wat should i say bout you.
Dun judge me.
I'm not that easy to be hurt.
So wat if i'm vain.
Not your business.
i dun need to pity.
Who wants a pity from you.
Fuck off me.
Stop calling me.
I dun even know wat pity means.
Ish.

So,
I think.
I'm not heartfelt.
But i'm not flower heart.
I dunno want how.

Wey.
I know you got read my blog de..
I seriously miss die you liaoooo... :(

Frens.

Nor~ I love You guys!

Fuck you!

Oh. Fuck.
I hate you so much!
I can die. Because of you ... you know?
I hate you!

I annoyed myself just to think the way to talk to you.
And in second thought.
I annoyed you at the same time.
Fuck.!

Dun let me see you. especially when you're with her.
You know why?!
I vry vry hate her dee....
I'm just another thick face ppl.
So?
You can do anything bout it?

I dun care.
I really hate you.
You FUCKERS!

如果。。吗？

如果这世界。。真的有那么多的‘如果’就不会再有现在了。

真的会因为。。爱一个人。。
所以离开吗？
也许会。。也许不会。

对于爱。。
我真的想放手了。。
它。。真的可以。。
杀了一个人。

我不懂得该怎么去爱一个人。。
我也不想知道。。
爱到他后。。会怎么样。。

你能做到吗？
不要再说如果了。。
我求你。。
我真的很不想看到你这个样子。。

Fine.

Fine.
Since u want me to do it that way.
Then fine.
I already vry d fucking frustrated of my stupid damn presentation.
and now d fucking dance.
And d fucking things i'm having in class.!

Gah!
Wat you all want?
You gave me all d jobs.
I'm fine with it.
I done it all.
And it almost finish.
Until then you only ask me if there's anything that you could help.
I say no.
Then you guys started complaining..
' I dunwan help u that time u keeep on ask me to help you.'
' now i want help you . you dun let... wat do you want? '
So, whoever said that i just wannna tell you.
You want to help. Help me earlier.
Don't wait until everythings finish only ask me.
I felted vry helpless now.
Really wanna cry of pressure.

And d dance!
I say till this. I'm really gonna kill you guys.
It's just a dance.
Can kill you all? Just a 5 mins dance!
Really can kill you guys?
Wear singlet can die hior?
Wear shorts can die?
Go do Eskimos larh!
Oh my god.
Let me see your face.
Okay fine.
Teach u all dance.
Go back ask u all see mv..
You all say.. hard lor hard lor..
so wat now?
Change songs?!
You come teach dance lah.! so clever...

FIne! THAT'S IT!

Today : St.John Campfire.

5:00 pm - 10.00pm.
But hor...
I from 8.00 wake up. 9.00 go school then keep on stay until night ki dee..
Walau.. si pek nia... :D

I like it vry much jor..
Tonite will capture a lot of nice nice punya pichas..Then,
i'll upload here... heee....
Now i waiting you.
If you go i sure go find u de...
Pls pls pls go.

But i skip away bonodori.
Haiz.
First year i skipped away.
I hope next year can bring frens go.. like that more happy.

Happy dayyyyy.... :D

I'm at minni's house now.. wakakaka...
she said she colded tiok when she see my title...

Today practice a bit ho chio...
My fren Wen Xian keep making cute mistake...
Haha.. then chua keep teach till pek chek..
WaTever lahh.. everyone's so siao today...WAKAKAKAKA.

oh my god.. dunno is her house or wat?
I come in to her house then keep laughing dee..
Maybe that explains why she's always laughing at school.. :D

Let me slap you.

Wey.
You can stop snatching d phone away from me..
I vry beh dong dee.
So wat if my phone is out of credit..?
Also is u do dee ma..
I use 016 sms 012.
U bloody shit me and you wanna fuck me off my phone so much.
I use 012 sms 012.
Then wat?
You keep on check on me?
I just sms-ed two and u snatch the fuckin phone away from me!
And you said i was sms-ing bloody rubbish?!
You got brain bo?

You didn't see i'm so bad mood dee mer?? HAR?!
Still want snatch this snatch that..
always let me see you punya fuckin face.
vry nice hor?
walau ehh..
You know what happened mer?
YOU NEVER ASKED WHY I CRY!
YOU DON"T EVEN KNOW WHY I CRY!
STOP ASKIN ME TO STUDY!

We make our tweet cry so badly.... * T.T *

wakakkakakaka....... she so si pek d rude kay.... fuck you Lim Kai Li.

No 'pls' ... keep ju leng ppl.. Keep shiong ppll...
scare ppl know her famous punya goldfish eye....
Geli nia....
walau......

she no patients punya...
She cannot bare wat ppl say bad about her.
So it's good that she cry.
Let her know. WE STUDENTS NEED RESPECTS!
You prefect pun no use... :P

First words?

I think i talked something to you ... at last????

OMG! SO LAME.
I dun even know what i'm talking.....
ahhh neh deeee.....

GOIN CRAZYYY~ ....
Si pek si pek.

wey arrrrr.... teach me lahhh.... will ki hiong punya..................

Why am i so sensitive today?

Why am i so sensitive today?
Is it me or?

Everyone is acting so weird.?!
LOL. Everyone is acting normal.
I'm SENSITIVE?!?!
AM I?! OMG!
I AM SENSITIVE?!?! WHY TODAY?!

First time studying so early.

I'm studying Sejarah.
Am i crazy?
I hope i'm not.

D:
something i know.
I gonna break down soon.
I have mentally break down.
I almost cry out these few days.

So pressure.
The item.
The homeworks.
The studies.

Tell me.
something i can do so relax.
No.
There's nothing i can do.
And i'm loving it.
ISH!

To Pat.

Pat.
Vry sorry larh..
We don't mean to criticise you punya A.L.
Vry sorry......

Dun angry dee lah....

They dont care about us.

Nowadays, parents just care how childrens do their exam.
What results is their childrens gonna have.
They even scold their children for having bad results.

Which they already lose out their childrens feeling.
Their pressure.
I was disappointed with wat they do to me.
They bit me on d hand.
They slap me on d face.
Wat?
You think i really wanna get such a bad result?
I can say, this exam is the exam i studied most.
And u say i didn't study?!

Come on.
I've got my own pressure in my school.
I got pressure coming back home
You won't let me relax thats fine.
But i need my own freedom!
Don't always check on me when you're free.
Don't always disturb me when i'm doin something serious.

You said u give me too much freedom.
But actually u didn't even know what is freedom.
God.
I dunno.
I just hate-d how they tortured me with my results.

D report card day

My results are like shits.
I dunno want how to tell my mom about i fail my Sej.
So i didn't do anything.
I just told her. And she slap me..

Whoa..
I ran to the toilet and cry when pom pom...
LOL.
THen watever lah.
Got ppl console me.
I vry d happy dee...
just sai..

I didn't cry at school.
I dun cry because of results.

I'm a person that is......

Am a person who is very weird.
I have weird patterns that is vry annoying..
I have vry weird way of thinking.
I have a very weird face too.

I speak weirdly.
I sometimes interpret weirdly.
That's how's my life has gone for 14 years... doin weird stuffs.

Am a person who is allergic to relationships.
I don't care is it about love
I don't care is it about family
I don't care is it about friend.

I treat them all d same.
I've been weird enough to my friends.
If my friends can stand it, i can just think i'm still weird.

I have weird thinkings towards love.
Hmm. I dunno how to say. But it's just vry weird if you get to see me loving a person.

I just treat my family normal.
Sometimes i might be angry with them, hate them
Sometimes i love them, I laugh with them.

I'm just a vry weird person.
Who always find fun joining people who are smaller than me.
I'm a vry weird person.
Who always thinks that what i do.. is vry sia sui.

I'm so weird.
That everyone had to scold me.
And they make me hate them.
And they make me so tough to get it back.
And they make me learn so much.

Thanks gals.
For make me learn so much. =)
I learn weird-ness from you all.
We play with our weird-ness so weirdy enough in a vry vry weird situation.
So i guess we are good friends?
I hold you guys' hands tight.
I won't loosen them until it's time to let go.

Sleep addicted

Oh, MY GAWD.
I keep sleeping this few days.. dunno is it sms with her vry slow.. easy sleep... :D..
Heee...
But still i like how she accompany me till i go sleep jor.... ;D
WAkakakaka.......

I love sleeping.. that's wat i do most of d day
Nowadays, Not homework tiok si projects. D only way to relax is only sleeping lah....
Will die one day cause of sleeping... :D

D:
One thing.
I dun dream at nite.
aiks~

Should i take d first step?

I dunno should i take d first step not.
It felt so weird you know?
You keep ask me to talk to her.
Ahneh...
okay lor.. i mar go talk lor..
WAlau.. wwe both talk till nothing talk.. and i keep blank infront of d computer.
Aiks.

want how do?!
I'm not tough.
I'm just tough to relationships. on d outside.
In d inside. I'm just a coward.

I don't know why i keep smiling.. every smile makes me hurt. makes me wanna cry so badly.
GAH! Today 24 prac, i keep shouting. Cuz i'm vry dizzy and i keep can't learn wat chua is trying to tell me. + i'm depressed for not see-ing you in.
ARGH!
So damn stupid.
Slap me.
Scold me crazy.
YOu keep console me ya?
= ). I like it errrr.... xD

Hheeeeee.....
Wheeeeeeee...;D
Chew chew and yidaiiiiiiiiiiii want birthday deee....
Wish you all happy birthday lahhh~
THe end..

Today, is gonna be the worst 24 prac for me .
First is. whole 24 so many ppl. ONLY got 12 ppl go.

Then, my place no sun.
SEnior ask me change ki outside lor........
Omg. That place...... vry vry vry hot.

I dunno is it hot till i dizzy or wat.
I keep catch bo tiok wat ah chua is trying to teach. I only feel vry vry dizzy.

Ah chua teach till vry pek chek.
I pun listen till vry pek chek.
I dunno wat she's trying to teach me....
D conclusion is, when she teach me, My body like want drop down le...

SAI LAH~
Yor.
I dunno wat i'm writting here.. so watever it is.
Scold me crazy

i tiok si vry beh shiok u...

I is vry beh shiok u...
You think you older than me can control me hor... walau.. i see tiok ur face really can go long piak....
I know you are my sister. i shouldn't scold you at my blog.
But you really sucks me out.

You think i do eh stuffs before you also didn't do meh?
Walau.. talk till you like vry vry vry perfect aneh...
You didn't have this time of mine?

Keep yourself a damn good line away from my life.
you can't control me forever....

= (

嗯。。。是你。
就是你。
没有别人了。。。

在云群下的我们。。也有思念的时候吗？
望着星空许愿的我们。。会有梦想成真的一天吗？

我对你，没有一丝的好感。
可，因为有你我发现到我自己的存在。
你对我，没有一丁点儿的爱意。
却，那么得疼我。

人们，也有脸红心跳的一天吗？
怎么，我会为了你，整个心都酸溜溜？
唉。。。。。

i'm seriously in trouble.

am i in trouble? yes i am.

But hor.. i got my cute and crazy family.
my ah choo.. my mini. Me siao po pat. and siao po gina byl.
Me gonna hold their hands ar... tied tied.. until bleeding also nvm...
Cuz hor.. me really love them.. xD

aiyer.. i'm in big case ler... a problem that only 3 ppl will noe.. a problem that this 3 ppl is in..
we 3 ppl worry.. until how pun cannot do anything.
We are not gonna have any sounds on this.
We keep it quiet.
We just try to express ourself of papers.

Today, it's gonna be so happy...
First time see world cup... = =
Although dunno what so good to see bout ball flying here and there.. but qi kek sangat!

Today, Uruguay and South Korea....
AhHHHHHH.... PARK JI SUNG..... @@
He so handsome... But hor.....
Korea fans.. allow me to say this..
[ Korea teams have vry steam faces ]

xD
So.... 70++ mins d..... is 1-1..
I HOPE KOREA WINS MORE! xD

认识了。。你爱的人。。
既然认识。。就无法自拔。。
也不想放弃。。

他拒绝了。。你也不放弃。。
你肯为他牺牲，他会为你吗？
爱到你，永远都会给他人为。。于你度过的时间，与其是最高兴的时候。。也是最幸福的日子。。

我并不想知道你的答案。。
因为，我知道我不是你的那个人。
我也不想，一直跟你说些那些有的没的。
只是，我真的很辛苦。。

当我看见，刚放晴的天空，染上一道美丽的彩虹。
我一直以来，都相信美丽的彩虹，都会拥有着灿烂的笑容，来迎接刚放晴的世界。

但，从今天。我再也不会有这样的想法。
因为，有彩虹的时候。。并不一定。。它会高兴。

跟我发简讯的你。。一直都向我提起你喜欢的那个女学姐。
你一旦讲起她。。你就好像很幸福。。我却很心痛。
这时，我发现。。我从来没有。。那么的爱一个人。。
爱得如此。。爱的我很想哭。。

你告诉我啊？！我该怎么办？
******。。我也做得很辛苦。。
我知道。。你都觉得。。我很有度量。。
可惜，我并没有。
那只是，我在简讯所伪装出来的。。

我问你啊？有哪个人。。能忍受自己喜欢的人在你的面前说着他自己喜欢的人的故事呢？
告诉我啊？

the game ends and start...

Master and angel d game finally ends....
My angel ar.. so less write letter for me de.... haha... so the result is...

MY ANGEL IS : CHOO WEN HUI [ my beloved pig ]
MY MASTER IS: TOH XIU LI [ our monitor ]

Just normal presents lar.. but wenhui give de. memang cute.... = ).. Thanks ahh choo if u're reading this... xD

Today is also a moody day...
We played it again........
in return.. we hope that we can get our friendships better....
well i see.. it's not a little bit of help...
it might make it worst.......

well.. this is the 3rd game i'm playin.........
it's not gonna be the last.. but.. i really hope it ended fast........
and i really hope..... that new game can dun include other people..

I did hate it ......

I hate groups...
I hate grouping too...

From that day when everything started....
When i was left alone without a group.. and came up crying on my own.
I hate grouping.
We don't co-operate.
We were force to go with a group with people we don't like.
We always trying to find a reason to kick people out of d group.
We always thinking how to make everyone comfortable.
Why so hard when you can choose not to go with a group?

I don't even know why we wanna have groups.
Is groups good?
We just had more and more quarrel.
Our class are gonna break some day....
Maybe it will break in groups... maybe it will break until left a ppl...........
That time.. our class will get the best discipline..

Kanashit de...

Today ar... walau... at Bengkel C that time......
Want lye down on the table that time..
accidentally knock on the metal thing eh corner..
KANASAI.. that thing is METAL and it's SHARP~
T.T

Today went hospital go see my sister lor....
Lol.. i suddenly felt that d hospital eh bed is nicer than my bed... OMG. i must be crazy...... well nothing to say d.. upload tmr d~

suppp?

we can make words can we?

so. save an egg and crack a smile!~

You know that i love you.. right?

Then i will chase you down.. can i?

or it is a big mistake.

I finally cut my hair.. from d triangles to d coconut.. and back to d triangles. So damn shit... so ugly... my fringe like can poke ppl till die ki..

To me now...
I like d triangles before..... my fringe now give me a very good sense on me last time d coconut is much MUCH MUCH! nicer than now. = =... SHIT damn d barber...
i miss d hair...

Tell me.
You once left me a heart that's wondering all the weird questions.
You once left me a topic to talked by my friends which I found it so embarrassing.

Now.
I try to confess to you.
And you told me something.
That make my heart break into million pieces.. I don't even dare to try stickin' it back. cause i know it's an impossible job.

You know i'm talkin bout you if u're readin this....
I don't know wat should i talked to you.
For a whole bloody two weeks.
You are like a river flows into my mind.....
You're such a stranger to me..
But.. i found it very happy talking to you.

so tell me.
You dun wanna be friends with me

WAKAKAKA.. today gurney si pek si pek many ppl... we all pun siao de..
d gang is : me,minni,pat,vv,sibyl,wh and yidai.

Early morning i tiok wake up.... i cannot sleep lah.... keep wake up.. kang kor dieeee.
then.. wake up liao ler.. tiok sms wenhui and minni.. tak ada orang reply..
then pergi bath. makan....... until 10.30++ wenhui and minni only reply.. semua cakap just wake up.... walau ehhh..... jealous their sleeping time nia...xDD

then go gurney liao lor... i fetch yidai go... me and her....first to reachh... sangat punctual pun de.... then is minni.. she also vry punctual pun d... second... then need to wait d late late mia ppl which is wenhui,pat and byl...........
wait till 5-10 mins like that... wenhui only come.... omg..... then still need wait pat...wahhh.. dia.. kami memang wait till long de. then minni only say want go buy tickets.. so we go buy lor...

so ler.... we slow slow go up to cinema.... haha.... i tell u hor.. we go up equals no go up nia.. we say want buy tickets... then they dunno want see toy story or wat... then... we say.. aiyaaa.. wait pat come only see... wakakakka... sama mia story.. xD. Then we buy happy go lucky mia tickets.. cinema si pek d empty lor... xDD
me and byl buy children ticket.. cuz ler... we no bring student card. = ).

buy liao tickets..go bead'z zone buy d necklace liao. we dunno apa crazy thinkin.. wa lang go to Toys'R'us. nothing to play there.. so we all just walk lai walk ki.. then dunno why.. we all walk ki barbie doll there...xD we all go see see see.. then see tiok a cupboard full of plushies... walau ehh.. we go hug hug hug..... hug finish liao.. then move ki d baby play eh dolls there... we see tiok 1 doll call ' Baby Alive ' .. that pat ar.. keep say walau ehh.. now eh dolls and baby.. bahagia sangat.. d stupid doll still can wee-wee, drink milk, and eat d magic food ahh.. dunno wat lah.. still need lampin.. OMG.Then some of d babies can press d.. we go press.. then d leg moves.. we all shock tiok..shout ka.. whole shop also our sound.. then we keep see see see d dolls.. then ar.. that pat [ again ] see tiok 1 doll.. she tiok ki press.. then d hand move.. touch tiok her hand. she scared tiok.. shout till the sales girl stand there keep see-ing us... WAKKAKAKAAKAKAKAKAKAK! XDDDDDDD

then tiok go to SnJ. we go there buy d master and angels eh presents.lol.. they didn't buy anything.. just go play their stuffs.. then hor.. i smell tiok Kim Gary eh smell. walau.. me hungry ki.... so we go find eat de.... i go buy waffle.... then we just move on to memory lane...... i dunno wat everyone's doin.. cuz i just stay on looking at my waffle...... cuz i dunno can bring in eh bo... then sibyl lerhh.. come d!xD

after she come.. we go A&W find vivien. then we tiok go up to cinema d... hah.. movie vry funny lah.. but vry cold... dunno why.. i'm wearing long sleeves pun si cold kah siang ka sai aneh.. = = .. but everyone's cold. xD. after we get out of d cinema... we just go another gift shop.. buy the present for d game.. then buy till half... yidai call me must go back le..... so just went back lah... xD

Vry happy yea today...... just a bit shocked and happy when i saw u!xD

Walau de.. Shiok dieeeee.. =D
Today go walk the whole queens with Tyng.
First we go secret recipe.. we both sot d.... we go there makan lunch.
Then we want go watch movie...
No movie watch.. = = They want kill me..

So we walk walk walk again..
Tyng say want buy the bear for phone. so we go 3 gift shops go find.. haha.. really find tiok.. we at there long pun de....
then we go buy my things.. buy present for me , wenhui and me master... = =. So happy deeee..

WAKAKAKAKAKA! Thursday still got once... walau.. i sure happy die d.

今天，我很莫名的看了你的部落格。
突然，我觉得我很想哭。。
我。看着自己爱的人，失去了自己的幸福。

看着你的部落格，我很莫名的想。
我以前，为了你想和你讲话。
不顾妈妈如何的骂我，打我。
我都要和你传简讯。
可是，过后呢。。你没有跟我说话了。
自然的，电话常常做我的发泄品。

你让我感觉到，
爱的存在。
有你在，
不管天空在怎么样的乌云密布，
都看得到太阳的阳光，暖暖的。。照射在自己的身上。

我其实，一直都不知道。一点都不了解你的事。
我并不想，让你觉得，有我在。。很困扰。
也因此，我觉得很辛苦。
我想尽办法，避开你的眼神。
避开你的爱。避开你的关心。

直到后来。
发现到，自己很喜欢听雨声。
可惜，往往都是成为我的催眠曲。
没能感受到雨要带给我的信，我都已经含着泪水睡着了。。。
告诉我吧？
我到底，对你。。还能做些什么？
突然理解到。。
我真的。。好爱好爱你。

I hope that i can stop thinkin bout you guys.
But i keep think and think and think.
I dunno wat to do.
is it my fault that i caught my class in war?
i know it's my fault that i make my friend quarrel.. is it?
who can tell me an answer to my question?

Thinkin of you guys. have really bring me out of my sleep.
i was dreamin bout you guys.!
come on.
is it so serious.?
i seriously dunno wat is the next step should i take!

in 4 days time. i know you can hate a ppl. and comforts that ppl before it's too late.
which 1 is the real you?
i would like to say sorry to you guys.
But.. i didn't do it.
Tellin you guys sorry it's like my fault already.
But if i'm not tellin u sorry.
I'm like doin something betraying my friends.

= (
there's nothing more important for me .
Friends.
Is much much more important than families.
don't you think so?
Tell me d ans.... i really need one.

Omg......
Holiday haven't even started...
Just normal weekends.
So boring d..... i want to go out.. but i dunno who to go with.
SIEN DIE AAAAAAA....

Aiks..
So many weeks didn't saw u d..
Holiday still cannot see u...
really Miss u ddd...

She wrote something.
I wasn't angry.
I was thinking.
= (
I'm moodless.. on holidays.
Yes. i don't mind.

I saw your blog.
so many make me wanna slap u eh things.
Hoiyor...
u arr...
Dunno how say u..

Hoping for peace for two weeks.

Is everything gonna be okay?
I really want peace...
I dun wanna hate you.
I dun wanna care bout you.
I dun wanna do wat you do.
I dun wanna care wat you do to her.
I dun wanna See wat you've done.

I have let down my hopes on you.
You have been making unlogical rumours.
you make me sick.

No more wars.
No more groups.
We are a team.
We believe.
We trust.
That's what make a class get it's meaning.

You happy?

COME ON!
Can you stop everything for just one minute?
You are driving me crazy..!

She's ur best friend!
HOW CAN YOU TREAT HER LIKE THAT!
SHE BECAUSE OF YOU.. CRY SO MUCH! BECAUSE OF YOU.. SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT PAIN!
WHY?!
WHY YOU KEEP ON MAKING EVERYONE CRYING.! ARE YOU HAPPY WITH IT?

Hey you. Stop sad.
Don't cry.
We can protect you de...
We do protecting shield. for you.

GET OFF ME!

No! you're in serious problem.
You keep say i hurt you wat wat.. i say i hurt ppl deep.
Yes. I admit it. but you're the one who hurt ppl.
You only know how to hurt ppl!
It's your HABIT.. or maybe that's your interest.

Get off.
i don't want you to get up on me.
As long as i didn't do you anything.
Pls.. and today..
I didn't listen wat a damn shit thing you said to me before we're on the bus..
You make me looks like i'm a thick face ppl when you're the one!

You always makes ppl mood's gone bad. gone shitting.
You make we friend's relationship gone bad.
You cracked everything good to be bad.

You said that i li-yonggg pat.. li-yong her to go ponteng.. so i will liam her.
Actually .. that's the reason you're saying me.
You don't like me goin around with Pat.
When you said that..
I'm freakin sorry to Pat.
And you MAKE PAT SAY SORRY TO ME FOR NOTHING!
CAN YOU STOP?!
I REALLY CAN'T STAND WAT YOU'RE DOING NOW!

When we stop talkin to you..
you started spreading news..
K2H wat wat wat...
Oh.. you wat lahh... you vry ko lian lahh..
SO PERASAN EH THINGS YOU ALSO CAN DO?!
Where's ur face?
You vry d super thick face you know?

I know.. everything you've gone thru.. is just like me.
But.. YOU CAN'T LET IT GO!

I have no possibilities.. that
Pat, Byl or every single ppl of them have forgiven me...
As i said i just make Pat so damn angry...
But.
Really.. you need to change...

Give me a damn good break...

Oh seriously....
= (
Whole weekk..
Just to change the assistant monitor... So many things happend...
So i was glad that Pat was the new monitor.

And... ** is still giving me the effin creeps.
I didn't do anything to her..
she keeps do the things to me.. = (
Haiz......

I made Pat mad today...
Yea.. i really really vry sorry.....
I wasn't 故意.. just vry curious.. then go touch...
SORRY.. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRYYYYY!

I hope i've gonna have a good break....
I beh dong her.. d.... SHE KILLING MY CELLS.

Wat is it that you want?

you want me how to proof you...?
Seriously....! I didn't do anything to you..
can you stop doin anything to me.?!

You making me crazy!...
Stop.
watever you're doin...
URGH.. that makes me get d headaches.... = (

Get the hell out of my world.....
URGh...
you *xxxxx* breaker....

I want reply Minni

Minni ar....
i want help pat,byl,wenhui,waisang,wanxuan ans your question in msn ar..

We don't hate you. We don't beh shiok you. We don't even don't like you.
You too good d lar.. you is our dearest friend. Why we should. Keep your tears for something more usefull lahhh....

Even if we wanna talk bout you also good things lah...
You really got nothing for us to be bad about. xD
Cheer lah you.. Dun because of us be sad.
CUZ WE SUPPORT YOU! xD

Thanks.

Today hor.. i want thanks 5 ppl.
Tiok si..
Pat
Byl
Wenhui
Wanxuan
Wai Sang.

xD
you all ar.. today.. really help me a lot.
Pat. Me thanks you the most today.
Because you told me a truth to something.
Me TOTALLY SUPPORT you d..

Sibyl.
Sama sama lahh..
You console me d most today.

Wenhui and Wanxuan.
You both ar... make me smile.xD

Wai Sang.
You let me listen interesting story.xD

xD

Wakakaka.... i'm so good at being a liar to you....
So good at being fake to you...
you know why?
BEcause.. i'm fed up with you.....
All those.... Shits u said.... xD

I DON'T HATE YOU! JUst.. Fed up! =D

Everyone DEPRESSED! by results...

From tuesday ar.... so many ppl crying of failsss... = (
Dunno how la...
But.. i really think this time eh exam vry hard...

We get low marks.. cannot blame on we're lazy... even though some of us.. really gets lazy... = (


Hope they were okay lahhh! xD
MY CLOTHES IS STILL IN THE MACHINE! OMG!

Dead meat...

Die lahhhh... yesterday .... already pass out so many results!! = (

4 already total up.......... = ( 2 Cs 2 As.. Not even a single B is given to me...= (

My Geografi arrrrrrr.... and my Sej...
Oh.. my god... at bus. go check my Bm ans..! i WRONG SO DAMN MANY!! my bm also fail for sure!

Presents!! xD

My sister bring back too much present for me ddddd...
Mostly clothes... Wakaka...
She bring me back a handphone strap...
From disney.. omg.. i beh dong ...so cute!

The black one is my strap... The furry pen came with it... my godddd.. si pek cute!


The pen and a sweet.... apple milk... sweet! xD

So my sis also got bring back a jacket... From HK mia giordano... walau.. dunno want wear at where... so freakin thick.. can go do eskimo d...
It's white!
and a bag.... sama dari giordano... It's red...Lol.. also like eskimo use eh...
But.. i dun consider that's my bag.. ==

Looks like thick right? well.. it doesn't just look like...

Still got some clothes... now on washing machine.. upload it in awhile... xD

Wakakakak... me freakin happy now...

Wakakakakakakak
wakakakakaka..

Okay la.. minni.. me tiok virus from u...xD

Haha..... TMR will be the damn happy day from me..
Still got wall.. but at least everything ease out of the hard walls... xD

xDDDDDD

ME SUPER D HAPPY!

Happy lifes = As usuals... = D

Nahhh.. suddenly felt vry happy...so come cha luan my blog...

Me can't stop autumn concerto eh songs... = )
Me tmr moral die d...
So sure to be...
2nd sis went to HK.
Haha.. coming back tmr...
Me super d happy...

Me tmr sure.. wait exam.. till go home.. wait present... xD

Sleepy...

Whole dayyy.. my mom dun wanna bring me out because of a rain...
I vry the sleepy...
Sleep twice.. 3 hour...
so it make sense over 6 hour....

FCUKSTRATED...

first.. i really angry you guys.. why always like that..
Then.. talked with minni
Minni say.. think d good things of you guys.
So.. it makes the answer for why i stop askin anything....

You guys... say me...
i got nothing to say...
Got something make me vry angry..
is vv..
so.. i know.. me and sibyl... wat happen..
that doesn't means i can't study with her...

that day i go around her place.. with other frens..
over heard she shout ' 厚脸皮 '
so.. i dun wanna care...

I just kick myself out of there.. i just go find huiyu them...
Sibyl sms-ed me.. i forget which day dd.
she ask.. ' you hate me and pat? '
I said ' no.. why?'
she said ' cause we treated u so badly...'
At least... she stills...

so.. i dunno wat you wants...
you hate me i got nothing to say..
i also want got ppl to join.. in class..
you keep think that i copy this copy that...
then suak.. you keep on doin it..
if u're really super angry with me after reading this.. go then..

i also know.. you guys beh tahan my attitude...
so you guys think i can't change...
i assumed that i can't change...
Make me so useless...

So.. i piaaaaaa..
but i also dunno wat i piaa-ing..
got a bit blur blur.. got a bit know...

If you think i'm friend-less.. go on..
I don't suppose i can make it till the whole year alone.
I hurt ppl... Ppl hurt me..
That's reality..
The real world..
Nobody is gonna fixed that for you.
Not even yourself..

I still dun like you... cuz you dun like me anyway..
Ur face.. si pek kiam pa...
i know you vry pretty.. cuz u do look pretty..
but in my eyes.. u vry kiap..
i dunno wat i wanna say....
Just enjoy wat you guys are doin..
Cause you're just building u guys happiness on someone's bitters..
if i'm up.. your dead...
I just know you guys.. can't stand long..
Me just wait.. until you think that..
Wat happened to you guys.. doesn't involve me..

Dun give nahhhh!

Go ahead..
Keep angrying....


I'm not saying it to you.. am i?

I'm not suppose to be in this thing... so? why am i ?

i also don't know what you want from me...

Don't have anything thenn...

I will see wat is gonna happen next....

STOP THINKING YOU ARE EVERYTHING WRONG IN MY EYE!.. i didn't said that.....

WRONG THING!

If I know what's wrong with me.. I will be stop doin it!

Sms-ed off.

My day.. was like gonna end...
soon to be life.. = (

And so.. i sms-ed you.
You say u were angry .. because of my wat i've said to you.. which i don't realize.
so...
i asked you why was it that you angry..
you say you're not gonna say.. because it's suckin..
so.. then.. i send you 2 more to tell me to ask you..
And you said.. Don't misunderstand.. i don't hate you.. i'm just angry niaaa.

I shocked.. i just reply her to her sms-ess
I keep on say sorry...
Looks weird.. but...
Until she says.. stop apologizing...blah blah blah..
So....i'm was starting to be moody...
until you say.. You can't change..
I said why?
and once again.. you say.. that's ur pattern..
i started to get fires..
not on you.. on your replies..

Everyone told me the same thing.. It's your pattern.. you can't change..
Why? How can i know i can't change..! i don't even had the chance...= ( ..
Well.. still hope your forgiveness.. cuz i'm in total blur-ness on wat i did..

i'm still moody from yesterday.. when the stupid grouping starts...
Leave me alone.... = (

I didn't do anything kay?
I just say i jealous nia..
so?
She want to talk or don't wan to talk is her buisness..
Don't say till like i make her hurt you...
I talked to her yesterday....
All is her choice...
Not mine.. i didn't paksa her to do that..

I know you are a total anger.. on me...
Ppl keep misunderstands wat i'm talking..
You are included...
I don't know want say wat only i'm correct...
In her eyes.. she thinks that everything she do... is wrong...to me..
but no..
in yours... i thinks that everything i do.. is wrong!
you just keep thinks.... she don't talk to you is because of me...
but.. really.. that's her own choice...
i didn't make her to do that....

i thought you were my friend.. but you aren't
you gave another shadow to me as a friend....

Throw throw throw!

THROW THROW THROWWWW!!
Haha.. me.. wh and minni.. sunday ki siao d.. keep throw ppl with veggie.. = )
Still fun..

Hope you guys know...

Her and you guys.. make me.. i can't lost either one of you..

Finally!!!

I finally done with my project...
but i still got so many lines to rub off..
and still got one page haven't print out.. = (

So sad.. me now can say is relaxing d.. = )
I can feel my back bones sore for sitting up so long.. = (
i haven't been walking today....
Aiksss..

Soon .. there is gonna be another project for us to piaa d..
Stupid siaaaa...

S.E Satio Vs. S.E W595

I want both!
but i tak macam suka Satio..
Cuz the size.. is a bit gigantic.. ==

my dad say want buy liao ehh..
Manatau.. suddenly the stupid salegirl go tell my dad.. GPS need money...
Haiz..
Break down my dad's opinion of buying niaaaaaa...
SAD SIAAAAAAA

W595 also..
Walau.. so Cheap d.. from Rm 999 drop to RM 550.
he also dunwan buy for me... = (
I want phone naaaaa....
Fuck siaaaa.

= (

I still want my phone phone phone phone phone....

看了。。某人的BLOG。。
发现到。。
原来。。她也是一个。。以笑伪装自己的痛苦。。
所以。。她很少哭。。
一直以为。。她很坚强。。
可是我错了。。

她能。。熬过吗？
那么多的痛苦。。
也被逼笑。。。

她顶得住吗？
她。。一向来。。
都是。。很好的中间人。。
帮人调好事情。。
给人鼓励。。
帮助别人。。

好朋友。。如果你知道我在说着你。。
你要知道。。我们会帮你的。。
知道吗？
不要什么事。。都自己啃。。
会憋出内伤的。。
哈哈！

Loving is thank yous

I love you.. you know that? I love you guys.. thanks yous...

Angels.. and Masters..

Lol.
I really got nothing to say to this childish game i'm enjoying at..
So funny.. cuz i'm childish! that's why i'm at k2h! = )

So.. i saw my angel.. was complaining about every angel has been preparing presents for their masters this week..
And she thinks she's not gonna recieve 1..
I wonder if that's correct?!
I'm giving her a present yea know? i just dunno wat to give her..

She was suppose to be the best friend of mine........
aiks.. I hate life...
Lame lifesssss..........!

oh godd..

OH goddd.. i wish i and her were better than now...
although we still talkin...
Gosh.. So many things happened after all 3 of us quarrel in the past month..

It was suppose to be better than now..
I don't know wat's goin on..
I only know my phone's gonna out of credits..
10.5.2010. is the stupid expired date..
left 2.80..

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

Ki siao ddddddddddd.. I need advise....
I dun like to stick ppl.. but i just don't like to get alone..
Wat is this? So it means.. i started to stick ppl..
It is vry annoying.. cuz i dun like ppl stick with me too close alsoo..==
Thats why i hurt ppl ...
Gahhh.. sorry Vv...

Wat the hell i'm talking...
I'm crazy.. i'm nuts..

Gay peoples..
Lesbians...
Biosexual...
So? Any differences?
God make Adam.. and Eve...
That makes.. a boy and a girl makes true love..
Who make gays and lesbians?
Damn them..
I vry pek chek now..

I'm still thanking minni...and WH

Stupid Project..

Project ar..
Wasting time..
Wasting Ink..
Wasting Paper..
Wasting tree..
Wasting earth..
Wasting life..

SEE! do a project.. waste so many things.. ==
Ki siao ehh.. dunno do for wat?
I gave up my brain juice just to think wat the hell i'm gonna write.. ==

I gave up my sleeping time.. just to keep on copy the lame stuffs..

I waste my time for sleeping late.. and waking up late.. just because of copying..

I waste my memory space.. by see-ing all the politics.. and politicians..
All those damn idiots...

I HATE YOU SEJARAH!! YOU WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY!
I can't believe we will still be studying this history .. even until university..
==
Goddddddd.. Kill me la....

I miss you guys..

i miss everyone now...
haiz... dun care is my fucking teacher or who..
miss them..
=.-

Pak chiaoooooooo..
Byl byllll....
patttttt..
Vivi...
Minniiiii
Wenhuiiii...
--..

One thing she sure say is
you so free go sleep la...
haiyo.. hurt me sangat!



Sai sai...
Byl arr.. if you see my blog ar.. i want to tell you..
Ahhhweii.. won't angry you so long 1 la.. plus.. u didn't do anything wrong also..
Cheer la.. =)
Everything will be fine..

=)

First time so pek chekk
Dunno pek chek of wat.... == maybe is because of project..
maybe it's because of her...




Lala.. I just love today..
Pek chek.. pun pek chek till so happy..
Cuz minni and WH teman me... =)
Also got pat and vv teman la.. happy tiok correct d...

If minni saw this yea...
she happy or wat ler?

Still thankin minni...=D... xDD

Thanks Minni..

Minni.. thanks..
Thanks for helping me and her finding a topic...
really thank you....

Thanks for helping me and vivien to talk...
Thanks for everything....

But hor... i still dunno wat to talk with her..
==

Me vry sad jorr...
sorry guysss

如果有机会啊。。
我是挺像我们三个。。能一起讲话。。
我发现到。。
Vv，还有避忌我。。
我不知道啦。。是我的幻觉么？

其实。。今天。。可以说。。很爽。。有很伤人。。
我也不知道。。到底发生了什么事。。
就。。我和Vv突然没有说话。。
我也一时白掉。。无法相信。
虽然。。是几节的事而已啦。。
不过。。突然感觉到。。
有很大的压力压下来。。

我也发现到。。
太多的事情。。很多你都管不了。。别管那么多。。
因为。。我觉得。。会有一种。。
中间人。。不中间人。。
当事人。。不当事人。。
发现者。。不发现者的感觉。。
很辛苦。。

算了啊。。。
有人能帮到我不？
总之。。就是。。不能顶了啦。。。
很想。。一次过。。跟全部人发疯。。
high 一下。。
能吗？希望。。梦能城镇吧。。。

Today happy.

Wahh.. Today so happy..
The first thing i do when i reach gurney is
Went into lovely lace.. and catch a GIGANTIC TEDDY BEAR FOR Minni...
She loves it..
That teddy bear was like OMG.. LOVELY!
everyone wanna hug it alot.. everyone go kiss the teddy bear... even Suresh did that... haha can you believe it...?
Just look at my MSN Dp.. the teddy's head is even bigger than Suresh's! xD
Just wonder how big it is! =D

Then.. the second thing we do is go into Artist Gallery..
To find Pat's Lovely Adam Lambert's album..
Yea.. i can't believe that the person ask me who is adam lambert...
Me and byl byl was so shock tiok..
Well.. by the way.. the album wasn't there.. it's SOLD OUT!
Then we went Popular...
And i saw Serena Khoo.. working there.. I was shock at first.. cuz she's my senior ..= EX.president..
so well.. at first we can't find it lar.. so then we go asked her... she bring us to see.... hhaa.. So happy.. I SAW ADAM LAMBERT'S GAY FACE ON THE ALBUM. ' THE GAY WAY' just the way we love him.. Haha.. !! =)
On the way of finding the albumm at Popular.. Pat called... Apa...
Pat: ' Eh.. where you guys?'
Yy : ' Me arr.. at popular.. you?'
Pat: ' I'm at McD'
Yy : ' Sunrise?'
Pat: ' No. Gurney eh'
Yy : 'Ohh... we catch up with you guys a little while.. buying something...'
Pat: ' Abo i come Popular find you guys la. '
Yy : ' Don't come!!! '
Pat: ' Err.. okay la... come find me ltr.. kay? bye'
Yy : 'Bye.'
Wat lahh.. like that also let she know it's a popular buy her album.. i though can give her .. a big big big surprise niii.. =)

Well anyway.. it's a fine day today.... =)
Haha.. Pat get her Adam Lamberts..
Minni get her teddy bear.. everyone is happy.. =)
Me happy also.. xD

For God Sake... Farewells.. Friends.. K2H... Blurrr...

This week.. realy happen... super load stuffs...

Well.. all is our class. =(
First is me and.. P.
i cry.. she angry..
then V. She sad. P. sad.. All sad...
Haiz... 3 stupids here... so easy.. also make it so complicated... why?

Then.. Suddenly..
P. started talking with me... i'm suprised.. =)
Then V also.. Vry sacarstic ways of friends we maked.. xD
Ah... then.. V. and P. is not talkin... Whoa?
Then.. everyone is back to the relationship before.. just better.. i think.. well.. V thinks it's worst.. i dunno.. ==
At least we get to get back everything before farewell.. =)

Haha.. days later i was still wondering.. if really they hate-d me so much.. how am i gonna live in that farewell...
Well...
Still i had to say..
V. is still doin that do me... That makes me hate her.
P.S.# V: if you are reading.. this is the reason you have been askin me why i'm hating you..
Cause you know that i hate ppl talk whispers infront of me.. and you keep do it...
Makes my curiousity.. SUPER HIGH! x(
At least you know now... you won't be angry with me.. =) Trust me.

Now.. another part of class... JW.. ZH... Mel. ZN and JC.and the super... R.
seems like... JW don't let > Mel. ZN and JC go gurney because JW hate them 3..
But it's a different version when i go hear.. LOL.
Mel.ZN and JC say. >> JW don't let them go because of R... JW scare she and R. will 翻脸.
Everyone there was about controlling here and there... Well in my here.. everyone is about Friendship circumstances..
All about.. Misunderstandings... =) just the way i get thru every year...

I wonder just one week.. happened so much stufffs... how is K2H is gonna survive in PCGHS?!
This question has been wondering by me since all these stuffs happen...
And.. V is corrrect... after this... Everyone has mega changes...
Like me. I wasn't a person who can cry easily... i always believe that... but K2H have the power.. to make me believe that is not true at all...

Farewells.. was not happy at all.
i really wished that teacher won't just transferred...
We love his period so damn load... it was once of the best periods we have... in my life....
Well.. i'm busy the whole week because of the senario of k2h and this farewell...
Haha! I'm so exited...
Well.. i never helped much.. but i'm still bz... =)?

Today also .. me and T. Sot liao..
We were talking about serious Loves..
Haha.. T says she love me.. i told her i love her.. then we on.. haha go datin... LoL.. would you wanna believe how fast is that action?
i'm speechless all the week... ==

In the end.. maybe i love K2H but maybe I don't.. i just don't enjoyed being a part in that class... =)

Waste your life another place..Please.

What the hell is happening?
So many things happen in this exam week..
K2H is gonna broke down like that.. Just because of a -STUPID-

I don't know how long am I gonna survive in the whole year...
6 ppl cry for nothing...
2.. Is forgivable..
Another 4? They cried just because they felt like they are invisible in our class..
Damn stupid.

Inside the 4 of them.. there's one.. the annoying 1.. is damn damn damn -EFFIN-
She keep asking me the same question.. in the same hour.. in the same minute.. in the same second.. - IN THE SAME TIME -
Why don't you waste you time in another people.. but not mind..
You have a lot of time doesn't mean I have..
You got your own problems.. Well I have my own.. Why don't i see i'm beggin for help from other people? [ Well actually i did.. but.. not so much ]
- WASTE IT IN ANOTHER PLACE.. DON'T COME AND BEG K2H ANYMORE.. WE CAN'T HELP YOU -
And since you started all this.. settle it your own.. it's not our fault...

Found the way to breathe to..

Okays.. this week is busy.. i don't find the time to fit myself with computers.. Only cameras....
I was sick for damn whole week.
It was like the most terrible moment in my life...

Just too much things happened in this week..
From what i know...
First :i found that i've annoyed everyone.. including myself..and especially her.
Second: i found that.. i don't find how nice is our class.. I QUITE hope that 'she'
her job as we don't like 'her' and 'she' hate us.. whats the point that way?
Third : It's not a stories i'm talking.. just.. Wat the hell.. I'm making up my
family.. and it's a big 1..
Fourth: I HATE 'HER'!!! She just annoyed everyone out.. asking questions that she
wasn't suppose to know.. Having a stupid reason call ' CURIOUS' why is that?

[ Don't you see why i'm talking bout our class?! Cuz I HATE IT!!]
Why she wants to do it that way? We hate when she asked us a question..
She will keep ask.. you side me or her.. if you ans 'her' she will keep telling you to side her larh.. blah blah blah.. FUCK! We DON't GIVE A PIECE OF SHIT TO YOU KAY! DO YOU REALISE?! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU TRYING TO DO?! I REGRET THAT I HAVE TO STAND YOU FOR DAMN BLOODY 5 YEARS.! AND WAT DO I GET?! HUMAN SHIT? COW SHIT?! HELL! NO...! NOTHING! GET UP YOUR MIND! WE DON'T LIKE YOU!

I just don't get.. i get vry fustrated when talking bout my class.. this is just a .....................................................................DISASTER..

4.3.2010 / 8.3.2010 ~ food fair..

Dui.. next week eh thursday gonna start food fair liao..
but not my class also.. my fren ko tell me we are on friday.. i though we can play next week d.. manazai not us pun..

See la.. K3E also 4.3.2010 ar... hoiyo... cha one year nia.. different 5 days!!
haiya.... vry stupid also...
food fair wor... only can use 1 class.. and only for 1 hours 35 mins.. dunno can do wat ler? siao eh...

my class ko want do game... shiok is shiok la.. enough spaces mer? that game vry big ler? our A8 cannot use.. so big cannot use.. use a bit smaller eh A5. waliao...A8 so big i also think vry small for game liao lor.. ko want use A5.. aiya.. dunno how d..

Suan also liao la.. we can play tiok suak d!! Haha...
me vry playful 1.. i boleh panggil seorang yang tak mau main sampai dia main.. so..don't let me see u!! haha..

Happy happy! dunno my class sell wat also.. sometimes i felt that i don't belong to K2H.. cause i dunno wat goin on in their mind.. they do stuffs without informing the classes.. when we chooses.. they go back to their own ideas.. dunno why they let us choose... vry kek hei..

Aiya.. don't talk so much fei hua d... jia you la.. on upon with helping out school..

CNY 2010 = meaningless pun..

Aiya.. sien also.. not much fun.. my cousins all didn't come back.. saya sendiri everyday sit infront of the TV watch watch watch.. shiok tiok sms Sibyl.. shiok tiok sms XY shiok tiok sms her awhile.. then sleep.. wake up food... then sleep. sien... so i decided to change road of professions.. CAMERA.. dSLR.. Woots!

*T A I P I N G*














*F R A S E R H I L L*

Fuck You - Lily Allen [ lyrics ]

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck yooooou

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you

H O T • M O O D L E S S • C R A Z Y

Damn hot.. hot hot hot.. everyday also hot..
Shit nia.. Rumah Sukan also hot.. [ In the morning u noe? ]
Don't talk about Sukan tara liao lor.. in the afternoon.. [ How hot do u think it is? ]
Sweat everywhere.. so sticky.. ko so geli..
SO SMELLY ALSO!!
Damn la...

Today i no mood liao..
cannot see tiok her.. nevermind lor.. everyone ko keep telling me...
‘月茵，我看到她。。。我看到她 '
make me more pek chek nia..
today ko got Rumah Sukan..
Early morning at 5 tiok need wake up go bathe.. d.. sien..
walau.. so damn tired...

But ler hor... dunno what happen la.. today i still vry vry vry high..
I can't sleep in bus.. when wake up.. TOTAL AWAKEN!!
Oh my god.. only until Sejarah.. TOTAL SLEEPNESS!
Everyday siao siao siao!!

[ When am i gonna get my specs.. my head vry pengsan d.. when see all the thing blur blur.. sometimes i saw tiok her.. pun tak tao dia siapa.. vry cham 1 u noe? help !! ]

Fren.. why?

She different..
Why changing?
Why choosing Them more than ur best frens?
Why you help those who doesn't need help?
Why you laugh at ppl who are worst than u?
Why?

Wake up d kaY?
This is not you..
Your frens are talking bout u..
Saying u have a pretty new character..
wake up...
U are not the real fren..
I felt like i dunno u anymore..
U're not like that!
Why?
My fren.. Change ur character back..

Rest in Peace Chung Ling's students..

Rest In Peace 吧。。。
虽然并没有认识你们。。
不过。。可以知道。。挣扎的心情。。
You all suffered this long..
You all felt tired.. You all gave up..
你们不能被怪。。
要怪就应该怪那个他妈的M'sia的警察。

For those who lost ur frens..
Stand strong..
Your Friends won't wanna see you sad either. rite?!
Just cheer..

Vern.. I know you will be the most sad.. But it's okay..
Cheer urself up.. abo sun kia will leave you alone liao ar..!!

是故意？还是。。碰巧？

今天啊。。还以为。。
有Science节，要到Science Lab 去。。就没得看到她。
哪儿知道。。还没上课时。。就已经看见她了。。
那就算了。。
本来，还打算走过她。。不过还是不了。。
面向我的。。简直就是我认识的她的朋友。。

过后。。走到Science Lab。。 就放下书包啊。。
又在看到她了。。
超高兴的嘛。。。可是呢。。就被一个人弄愚了。。
过后。。正在听课时。。。
又看到她走过。。
有几个人在看着我啊。。那时我不知道。。我在忙写东西。。
结果抬头起来时。。看见。。几百个脸。。正在往我方向看列。。
我被吓了一跳。。搞好就看了出窗。。
正好。。她也看进来啊。。
我们就害羞的反过脸。。
接下来。。就一样啦。。
不敢说了。。

超爽的嘛。。。。不敢想了。。
加油吧？考试。。祝你哦！

This is where i hold the bubble stick..


OMG.. would u just look at the holes?


As you can see!! it's Chocolate smell!!


This is the whole bottle..

Help me!! > <