想让你知道。。

你知道吗？你做过的错误。。已经给我记得一清二楚。
你曾经在我的心狠狠的砍了很大很大的伤口。。 这伤口。。将永远留在我的心上。
这伤口，也只能变成了疤痕。。

你想弥补吗？对不起。。太迟了。。 我给你的机会太多了。。不过， 你还是一而再再而三的那起你那把尖到不行的爱情剖开剑， 把我的心割了出来并把它绑在荆棘上。让我不停地受到你的伤害！！

我受够了！！你的虐待。。是比你把烧油倒在我身上。。还来得痛！！

F.a.m.i.l.y, F.r.i.e.n.d.,L.o.v.e. Which come first?

Nobody actually thinks that I can just put everything down. Because of a girl, I think I've leant my lessons..
I don't kinda care what my friends think about me, but I don't really like hurting them. It makes them hate me more. I even need to hurt my most trusted friend just to 'cacat' the girl I hate. I think I've just done too much. I was born to make this world perfect. Not to make it worst. And I wasn't born to hurt everyone.

I've always think. Family, Friends, Love, Which come first? I've been ask this question the first time by a girl bigger than me.. I answered her family. But what if it is Friends who come first? Could it be anything wrong bout it? Well maybe yes, maybe no. Everything comes for a R.E.A.S.O.N. That's what I know bout this world. So least but yet, enough to make my life perfect.

Point of having friends?

What are friends for actually? To help? To change your perfect world? Or just made to break your heart?



I really don't know the real meaning of having friends. They could just betray you any minute you can't think of!Does having friends make any difference?



Well, to me, they don't. They are just decorations. They make your life so perfect it could just take you to the end of the world and die together. Any point?? I know I don't make any sense. That's my point. Having friends doesn't make any more sense to me. They used to be so important to me. But they hate me so much. That my friendship with her is like a desease that can spread at least the half of the class.



Of course. We can't get everyone to like you. But even my most important friend is lost. What can I do?

Life..

What's life? Does it mean anything? It could mean something. But it's meaningless.
My life is nothing but a lie. I'm covered with lies and some cowardy friends that is not willing to tell me what's is the problem with me.

Friends is to share.. Not to keep. But what they are doing is so selfish. They are the one who is not giving me the chance to change myself to have a new life, a much happy life.

Yes, it is my fault that I ask so selfishly. Indeed, but they have a choice. They could choose to tell me not to go. But in the end they turn out letting me down. Keeping away what I should know and telling everything that I wasn't suppose to know. What's the meaning?

Without friends, life's really meaningless. Ourselves is a friend to the others. Why can't others take you as their friend? This is the selfishness of human being, or I can say, MAN.

In what I know, life is just a blank paper. They leaves us alone to color it on our own. Once we colour it the wrong way? We need to start it all the way back again to the end. To me, life's nothing but a lie, a life full of secrets, untrustable friends, liar. This is what the world is.

Can it be change? Yes.
My attitude. If only someone could tell me.

[ Meaningless life ]

无风不起浪！

不知道啊。。这世界的人是不是有问题。。槟华是代代相传有名的女校。。尽然被一个4年级的臭屁孩敷衍掉！！气到我半死不要命！！
有问题的人啊。。不知道要到几时才要承认说自己是有问题的。。Cheh.. 难道你说一句不知道就算了？哼！慢慢等吧！相信我的学校听到你这句到像听粪的‘不知道 ’打死你都有份。。

更恐怖的就是。。在Facebook看到有个男生。。被人家tagged in photo。。然后他尽然post comment 说。。 "Once again I was called cute.." 我很想跟他说。。你被人家说你可爱。。人家必有他的理由。。而且啊。。有些人。。很想被人家说一声“你很可爱”想得都要头炮。。血管破。。愿望也不能成真。。你尽然还嫌人家？你还真不会感恩呢！哈哈。。

唉，这些人。。到底几时才要反省啊？我等着你们等得头都要生蘑菇了。。生青苔。。蘑菇生了也给人吃完了。。青苔生了也作弄了不少人。。 你们到底几是要反省啊？